Just as how Blogger used to be king, just as how stuff like our Nokia phones were the best in the market, all things must come to an end, be it good or bad.
As much as I hate to do so, I have to let go of all my feelings for the first girl I've ever liked, if not I would be constantly stuck in this vicious cycle of heartbreak...
This year, after choosing to repeat A Levels, yes, I gave it my all. 5 tuition sessions a week, sometimes even 6. Spending my whole June holidays having Chemistry Crash Course and whatsoever.
It hurts. It hurts during my Chemistry and Physics Prelim Paper 2 that I could not answer the questions despite recognizing the question types...
But, there is still 2 weeks more before Paper 1 and 3, so I hope I can do my best on those papers. That would be the Key Performance Indicators (KPI)...
It is intriguing that this chapter of my life is slowly coming to a close in a few months' time. Right now, these few months may feel extremely long and tiring, but hey, look how far I've come. In April, I felt that trying to make it to June was crazy tough, but it is already September in a few days' time. And when you look back, it feels like time really flies. It just will feel like that long one or two months will just be gone in a blink of an eye, and you can remember the experiences like yesterday.
As much as I am extremely stressed out and am on the verge of quitting, I want to go on and push on, and see how far I can get. You never know unless you give it a shot. Failing while doing your best, is much better than not even giving yourself the opportunity to fail at all. At the end of the day, it is ultimately a learning process and learning curve, a lesson to be learnt, to make us grow, and develop as a person.
